Bleed really speaks for itself.
i’m sorry i cant help it when it hurts
it feels so contradictory
i’m still thinkin bout her
imagining her in your arms, touching you
makes me wanna take
my leap of faith somewhere else
and i know you can’t change
the past
clearly she never could’ve lasted
but it didn’t have to be
that’s just how it seems to me
I’m a mess
caught up in a remix of old fantasies
i bleed cause i didn’t want your life like that
filled with useless memories
you’ve got me, you say i’m all you need
but it still feels like you’d kiss her in your dreams
so i bleed
apologies are helpless when it hurts
it feels like you betrayed me
no matter what you say
believing that you never cared, i try to lie
i would
if i could black out all the stories from your mind
but I know I can’t change
the past
and we know we both carry some disasters
that never had to be
i wish you had been with me
fighting with the undertow of all the things I thought I’d know about you
i bleed